Where's The Escape Button When I Need It?

I have really been thinking about what direction my life is headed right now and I have come to the conclusion that the major part of my life - my job - is dragging me down more than helping me out. Yes, it is a regular paycheck, but at the price of my sanity and losing focus on the important things in life. Since I have started this job I have forgotten important dates (such as when bills were due) and put off things that would help me in the long run. I cannot continue in this. I need an escape. So, I am thinking about other options I can do that will not drive me insane as much as this job and give me the time I need to find something more along the lines of my fields of study. There needs to be some changes in the next few months in order for me to feel like I am doing something worthwhile with my life. Things are going to change - I'm going to make them!!!

All we hear is...

I listen to the radio alot more than I used to since I started this job. Getting to listen to music most of the day is about the only thing that keeps me partly sane while I'm at work. Occasionally I will share the lyrics of the songs with one of my friends at work, but most often I keep them to myself. There are a few newer songs out there that when they come on the radio I will turn up the volume ever so slightly. The following are a few of those songs.









There is so much more I could say, but I don't think I can really put things in a very positive light right now. It's my least favorite time of year. I thought this upcoming holiday was starting to grow on me, changing me from being so jaded. Then reality hit me again and I remember why I dislike this holiday. Give me Christmas or St. Patrick's Day any day. You can keep Valentine's Day!